Under a shroud

Here's one of those "emo" posts again where you'll most likely read and think,
a)"Uhh... right." and have no idea what I'm talking about, or
b)Jump to whatever conclusion you think up first that sounds reasonable and think, "Ohh... right."

That's my warning.

So basically it sounds like an awesome idea. I thought about it a lot and I just couldn't wait, but now I'm not too sure. I've had time to think of the many sides of it. I mean, sure there's the technical aspects of it, which is really a pain just to think of yet alone actually carry out, and then there's the mental part. Half is there, half is... well, I don't know. Someone asked me if it was worth it and I thought it was. No hesitation. But then we tried to figure out how this would actually work out and in the end it's so much for what? I need an actual plan, or atleast a different one seeing as this doesn't seem to be working out.

If only things were different it would be so much easier... isn't that always the case. Something comes along and life drops a wall infront of you.

It would be so great, or so I think. Perhaps I'll just wait, focus on something else, and cling to the hope that keeps me going.

And his eyes will continue to see when the lights appear to dim...