Fuck x2.

38 hours to go until I leave for the airport. Then again, take away 7 hours for sleep that night, an hour in the morning, 9 or so for tonight, and that leaves me with about 21 hours left to do anything.

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I didn't think it would come to this. I never expected it to sink so low. I thought it would happen, I was assured it wouldn't. I'm far too trusting, only to hurt myself in the end. Perhaps everyone was wrong, perhaps I would have been happier questioning myself, afterall, that is the "norm"...

Let the rollercoaster begin.