Rebound

So today I worked from 5:45 PM to 9:45 PM, a short but seemingly longer shift. Nothing out of the ordinary.

When I got home, Jeff calls me up to see if I wanted to do anything with him, Dickie and Vanessa. Instead Dickie spent time with Vanessa and Jeff, Jamie [from pre-high school days], and I went to Denny's. We did a lot of reminiscing, chatted about our summers, relationships... etc. I accidentally sexually harassed our waitress, but we left a good tip.

So we drop Jamie off at home because she's dead tired and Jeff and I head up to Timmy Ho's. I pull into the parking lot next to a car just as the people were about to get into it. I wait patiently for the people to get in so I don't hit them with my door but as I do so I put the car in park, put the brake on and then decided to just turn my lights off and take off my seatbelt. Like the retard I am, as the other car moves away I get out, lock the door and close it. Just as I close it Jeff asks if the engine was still running. Fuck, I'm a moron. Thankfully my oldest brother, Ryan, drove up with spare keys. So we sat in Timmy Ho's for a looong time talking about random stuff as mentioned in Jeff's blog such as cars, guns, work, etc. My brother left as it was getting a little light out and Jeff and I stayed for a bit longer.

I went from 110% confidence at Denny's to having a bit of doubt after talking with Jeff... He brought forth a whole new side of the situation that I never even thought of... perhaps a side my brain didn't want to think of. It sucks to think of... It may change the way I carry out this solution, but I'll still do it. Oh I hope for the best...

What the hell! I just looked at the calendar and it's only Friday! I could have swore it was Saturday... aw hell. I have today off and it's going to flow by as fast as molasses in the arctic. Perhaps it's a good thing it's 7 AM... I can sleep the whole day by.

Ugh. This is tough...